oh no my email add is really qt embarrassing haha. everyone always dun believe when i tell them hmmmm. oh wells :p haihz. i dunno lahhhhhh. i really wanna go star wars! crap man. here i was trying to be responsible and stuff and i suffer in the end :( just did finish the groupings for the youth camp! i hope its ok haha. dun want to like have pple complaining and stuff. tt is such a dampener of spirits!oh wells.

dunno lahhh. sighz. sometimes i just feel like an alien haha. like im caught between two worlds. how did i get here!!!!! i oso dunno lor. super crappy sometimes. seriously. if i had the choice i would be an ac guy haha. whoops. nvm. Jesus is my best friend :) and noone gets wad im saying except me i think.

haihz. just sometimes not feeling chirpy which by my standards is feeling down haha. ok lah i dun think im really feeling down. just more contemplative? thinking abt some stuffs tt well. dunno lah. my deepest darkest secrets

my parents and bro came back today! :) was nice to see them again heh. had jap dinner with mummy and daddy den we had ice kachang! yumms.

somehow i just cant get my enthusiasm up